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*** When King Saul was troubled by an evil spirit, David played the lyre to bring relief and peace

(1 Samuel 16:23)

“At the tender age of 12, I was given a message by a good human being absent of raging emotions, belted out infectious laugh, of stable morale, of confident manner, without any intention that was made known, she informed me, a mere forgotten about, closed off, but bright adolescent who possessed all the potential this earth has to offer, “you have the gift of discernment.” I smiled. Just like in this moment, her words have reminded of the spirit I harbor within my flesh and has appeared to remain a truth of truths. I am extraordinary. I invoke vibrations. I hold power to change others mood and move their emotions. I naturally have a deeper understanding and carry more empathy for other beings and situations.

My heart is pure as the day I was born into this earthly realm, but I carry many old wounds, stemming from the age of 5 years old. Present day they are diagnosed as issues with assigned names & DSM 10 codes, constant gravitation to act out risky behaviors, thrilled by what “normal” people would call questionable, manish, racy, spicy, quick wit and sly interactions and environments with great communication, and lastly engaging in toxic relationships that more often than not lead to unprocessed emotions, conversations lacking in closure, irrational thoughts, summing up to being ghosted left of only unspoken stories of memories that should not be told to anyone. All this based out of a secret and stale life I lead THROUGH ONLY ONE VERSION THAT IS ME. Call me your favorite shifter, cause after all with my abundance in versatility often tied to chameleon attempts,

that is WHAT I am, yet NOT WHO I am.

I started praying again 3 days ago. Since 2018, it had come to an end, since then I asked myself what did I use to do when I last lived alone and so as of 4 days ago, I began listening to frequency tones being or simplifying to the integers that I highly believe are THE CODES OF THE UNIVERSE (ever shifting of all sorts of numbers that equal to vibrations, then energy, then matter, then AURA & vibe:

3, 6, & 9.”

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